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07 April 2011 @ 01:22 am
(written while you were having dinner ;;)

everything I said earlier today about you making me a better person... words cannot express how thankful and grateful I am to you. you've made my life worthwhile and my world a better place. the moment we became friends I was tied to you forever and I knew from the very beginning you were something special. the amount of feelings my heart feels when I see you, hear you, talk to you... words cannot tell. it's just so


SO insanely much!! you've made me find the courage to be a better person and do a lot of things I couldn't do before. you were the first person in a very long time to make me trust in people again. you have no idea of how... how much you've given me. I love you so much, Sophia. so much!!!!!!!!!!!!! lkashdakdflhlashd right now I'm like tearing up because I know these are just small words but I mean them and they're right from the bottom of my heart w-w-waaahh /crying

I love you more than rainbows and pretty hair and sunshine and rainy days with a good umbrella and the smell of summer and the warmth of the sun and books and drawing and pretty art and the best music in the world and pillows and blankets and nutella and adventure time and crafts and knitting and beautiful movies and the smell of new sheets in my bed and cats and playing the cello on my own and the feeling of the wind in my hair when I'm biking and getting letters and finishing something I've worked on a long time and days off and sleeping and drinking the best coffee in the world and just right about good in the world. you're all those things combined already. you're my sweetheart.

I know times are often complicated and hard, I know sometimes we feel like giving up everything, but I swear, it will get better. I swear the wait will be worth it and I swear we'll be together soon and you'll say, "this is the best day of my life" and I'll correct you and say, "this is the best day of our lives this far" and we'll kiss and feed each other party animal candies.

shine on you crazy diamond. I love you lots, so much I fell off a chair once. and that time I accidentally put soup in my milk glass already filled with milk at school - I was thinking of you.


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