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24 January 2011 @ 11:58 pm
 mondays are easily sad. I'm glad my birthday isn't on a monday. it's on a sunday. I'm scared it'll be a terrible day...

i really hope it won't.
I'm really scared.

Please check this place often: My Girl, a manga by Sahara Mizu.

also, this song is on repeat and I just have to point it out.

Wise men say only fools rush in
Oh, but I can´t help falling in love with you

Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you?

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be 

So take my hand, and take my whole life too
'Cause I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows so surely to the sea
Oh my darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be

So won't you please just take my hand
And take my whole life too
'Cause I can't help falling in love, in love with you
'Cause I can't help falling in love, falling in love,
I keep falling in love
With you

D-dammit why is the world so unfair to some and so generous to others. I can't even begin to explain how much it irritates me and makes me cry.

this is already like a private journal haha... 
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: sadcrying
Current Music: Ingrid Michaelson - Can't Help Falling In Love (Live At Daytrotter)
22 January 2011 @ 09:31 pm
 1. When a loved one leaves the house, give them a kiss or a hug and make it a point to tell them you love them.

2. Give a simple bouquet of flowers. They don't have to be elaborate to say I love you.

3. When packing lunches for a spouse or child, put in a one or two line note reminding them of your love.

4. Before going to bed, post a note on the bathroom mirror, refrigerator door or other spot where your loved one will find it shortly after they get up the next morning.

5. Pick up the phone and make a call to that loved one who is away. There's nothing like hearing the voice of loved one. Email and letters are nice but sometimes one just longs to hear a loved one's voice.

7. Make time for those you love. You may have to schedule it just like a business appointment. Do what ever it takes. Go to a favorite restuarant, the park, settle the family down and watch a movie together, play a game or work a puzzle. Your children just want to spend time with you. They aren't picky about how that time together is spent.

8. Let your children know they are important to you. Don't get so busy you miss their school programs, sporting events, music recitals or whatever they are involved in. Sometimes actions speak louder than words!

9. When you are doing something special with your loved ones, keep them the center of your focus. Don't take them to the beach then sit in the shade working on your laptop. They want you to swim with them, build sandcastles and be a part of what they are doing.

10. Kisses, hugs, longing glances, a wink are all ways a very busy person can silently communicate their love. When you get right down to it, it really is the little things that count.
Current Mood: lonelylonely
17 January 2011 @ 08:16 pm
 I love you,
Not only for what you are,
But for what I am
When I am with you.
I love you,
Not only for what
You have made of yourself,
But for what
You are making of me.
I love you
For the part of me
That you bring out;
I love you
For putting your hand
Into my heaped-up heart
And passing over
All the foolish, weak things
That you can’t help
Dimly seeing there,
And for drawing out
Into the light
All the beautiful belongings
That no one else had looked
Quite far enough to find.
I love you because you
Are helping me to make
Of the lumber of my life
Not a tavern
But a temple;
Out of the works
Of my every day
Not a reproach
But a song.
I love you
Because you have done
More than any creed
Could have done
To make me good
And more than any fate
Could have done
To make me happy.
You have done it
Without a touch,
Without a word,
Without a sign.
You have done it
By being yourself.
Perhaps that is what
Being a friend means,
After all.

 Roy Croft
Current Location: tartu
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: The Frames - New Partner | Powered by Last.fm
16 January 2011 @ 09:16 pm
 ...will write a better entry later! Hi people reading this! Some posts will be secret. The ones with secrets in them. Some won't.
Current Location: Tartu
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: The Black Mages, The World Festival Symphony Orchestra & The CSUF University Singers - Advent: One-W